I've Made So Many Mistakes

by Dylan Ewen

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released May 26, 2018

Mastering: Simon Katz
Everything Else: Dylan Ewen

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Track Name: Aliens R Yr Creator
We’re living on borrowed time I heard that
Whoever took out the loan for mine can have it back
Some people choose to be unhappy it's a fact
But what about people who aren't so obviously whack

They say anything too dumb to say you sing
Well oh my god I've written a hundred songs detailing everything

Life is designed for suffering it’s a suffering machine
If we’re gonna (UH) you gotta at least act like you like me
A little bit
Hello operator it seems I forgot
My login for www.youhonk.com

Broke up before you even got a chance to see my new tattoos
Now your friends got a couple that she ripped off of you
How does it feel to be so bored
I don't even know anymore
If you’re trying to get me down
Well it worked

Forever young I wanna be
Forever numb
Do you really wanna live forever
Whatever, whatever

Stories turn to real life and real life turns to myth
Most people live their life like they already read the script
It's so defeating to see such a tiny amount on my check
I got the feeling that it's not really about that
Woah

Can you hit me back I’ve called and called and called
Just like my ex-dating partner you never picked up the phone
Dear aliens
Beam me up into your craft
I don’t care if it’s a saucer or a sphere
I’m dying to get out of here
Track Name: Pool World
Baseball is boring
And there's a tangible feeling of hopelessness running through every moment
I feel tired every morning
And it’s a feeling that creeps up with no warning

I've disciplined myself so much
That I can't even have a slice of fun
But what is fun really when your feeling
Like your life's been all lived up

Nothing bad ever happened to you
And yet you still complain
Beauty is all around
But sometimes it's hard to see
Punk is outdated and instruments are overrated
Saying crying on the internet is hella lame would be an understatement

I feel things from video tapes
That’s my idea of a perfect date
Subconscious problems manifest physically
It’s hard not to live your life so cynically
Tonight I watched your favorite movie just to feel close to you again

What happens when you (BEEP)
On someone that you know is (BEEP)
And you know it's kinda (BEEP) up
But damn they just (BEEP)

Do all my songs sound the same
Is it better to give in or abstain
When we are gone what will remain

I found the cure to growing older
And you’re the only place that feels like home
Just so you know you’ll never know
And some secrets weren’t meant to be told
But I found the cure to growing older

I feel things from video tapes
That’s my idea of a perfect date
Subconscious problems manifest physically
It’s hard not to live your life so cynically
Tonight I watched your favorite movie just to feel close to you again

I don’t know how to deal
With the fact that you got fucked
Or all the things that’ve happened
In the past few months
On the other side of the world
My lonely little girl
Keeps herself hid

I feel things from video tapes
That’s my idea of a perfect date
Subconscious problems manifest physically
It’s hard not to live your life so cynically
But tonight I watched your favorite movie just to feel close to you again
Again
Track Name: Music 2 Txt Boys 2
Everyday
You drink a sugary drink and hope the pain goes away
Underneath all these formalities
You could suffocate

When is the pain
Of being alive gonna go away
Sorry I'm having a really bad time
Save it we’ve all heard it 100 times

Everyone's tryna grow up
I'm just trying not to give a fuck
Or maybe it's the other way around
Like losing something that you got from a lost and found

I'm a fraud
And everybody knows it
Nietzsche said suicide is a comforting thought
But for me it’s my magnum opus

Women are a plague
And men are a virus
Children are parasites
And with all this evolution behind us
We still procreate
Extending the pain
The eternal flame

Everyday I'm hustling  
More like everyday I’m suffering

I wish I could be spontaneous like I was in 2013
And I wish I could apologize to some of those old friends for being so mean
But fuck it man we all made mistakes I got my feelings hurt too
We were just 18 what the fuck were we supposed to do

You're addicted to fast food 
TV series and jacking off 
You watch so much hentai
You should have a hentai job 
Who made the rules for this capitalistic machine 
Or is it just a long con to make you rage against the thing 

Everyday I'm hustling  
More like everyday I’m suffering
Track Name: I Feel Like I Have Lost All Hope Completely
Here’s the story of an artist
Growing old
Too wrapped up inside his body
To take a hold
Of his life again
But who can turn to a friend
At a time like this

I don’t know how to deal
With the fact you slipped and fell
Got a black eye from some guy
Who never went to jail
On the other side of the world
My lonely little girl
Cries just for kicks

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